she dragged herself from here and back,
she crawled across the ground.
She bled and screamed and wept and begged,
from then on she never spoke, never told what she had found.
Her troubles lay behind her, the trama in the past,
but always will she cry at night, as long as secret tears last.

people hide so much from others.
its insane how oblivious some of us are,
altough i do welcome some oblivion, people
need understanding,
understanding that most can't provide for them.

This Will Make It The 48.56 Time

this has got to be the most depressing thing ever.
over the hmm.....roughly 3 years i have had this blog,
i have apoligized roughly......hmm......47.93 times for
not posting. (not including this one)

THE LAST TIME I POSTED ANYTHING WAS IN AUGUST!
OF 2006!!! THAT WAS LIKE....LIKE...like.....oh. 6 MONTHS
AGO!!!!!!!

i come before the council of cool bloggers, i come shame
faced, i come humbled, i come asking to be accepted and err..
loved i guess. (that might be taken the wrong way now that i think of it..)

BUT ANYWAY....

please forgive me!!! please understand my rermorse!! PLEASE READ MY BLOG!!